It's 23'rd of December, my mum is at work for fuck's sake, it's not fair. Human can't work that much. I'll give you a snow update, there was snow 2 days back, but when I woke up today, there was none of it. I don't understand. Anyways, there's a quiz, because I feel like posting again. I'll take some pictures of my 'Christmassy' house soon, I promise.
How old would you be if you didn’t know how old you are?
- 18-22, 'cause you know, b00ze and shit, okay not really. I feel like I've been alive for ages.
Which is worse, failing or never trying?
- Never trying. Says the person who really knows what she's talking about. Maybe you might feel awkward and, well, like a failure, but at least you didn't sit in one place doing nothing. You can never know, what might happen.
If life is so short, why do we do so many things we don’t like and like so many things we don’t do?
- At first I read: 'Why we like so many people we don't do?' and I thought, dayum guurrl, but then I found my glasses..
But really, at the moment when we do those things, or don't do them, we don't think that our lives are short. The second thing is more about our abilities, 'I'd like to dance, but I'm as plastic as a tree trunk' 'I'd love to work in a flower shop, but the payment is so small.' For example, I'd love to play instruments, guitar, drums, but I've no sense of rhythm. If I don't concentrate 100%, I mess up. The same thing with dances. But I put myself to try things, to improve my sense of rhythm.
When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done?
- I say always more than I do, and after that I feel extremely bad.
What is the one thing you’d most like to change about the world?
- People's prejudices. I hate them.
If happiness was the national
currency, what kind of work would
make you rich?
- Listening to good music :D Mother of god, I'd be a millionaire.
If the average human life span was 40 years, how would you live your life differently?
- I'd tell everyone that I love them. I'd try to find my loved one. I'd go to the concerts, meet people I want to. I wouldn't waste my time sitting here.
Are you more worried about doing things right, or doing the right things?
- The first thing. The right things aren't necessarily ''the right''.
You’re having lunch with three people you respect and admire. They all start criticizing a close friend of yours, not knowing she is your friend. The criticism is distasteful and unjustified. What do you do?
- I correct them. I say how I feel about my close friend. Maybe they'll stop, and change their opinions a bit. I'm that kind of person who can't fake anything, my opinions nor my emotions.
If you could
offer a newborn child only one piece of advice, what would it be?
- If you don't respect and fight for yourself, nobody will.
Would you break the law to save a loved one?
- Yes I would.
Have you ever seen insanity where you later saw creativity?
- Yes, sometimes you need time to understand things, music, art.
What’s something you know you do differently than most people?
- I'm leftie, so I write with my left hand. I give myself insulin injections every time I eat, and every morning and before I go to sleep. You rarely see me outside when it's sunny and many people around. I always go for a walk when it's 8 or 9PM and pitch black outside. And ofc no people.
How come the things that make you happy don’t make everyone happy?
- They aren't that important to them. Someone is super happy when you smile to them, or help them with something, someone is happy when they get booze or drugs. I know how to make myself happy, and I don't need alcohol nor the drugs. I'm not claiming to be perfect Jesus girl here, but you know, everyone is different.
What one thing have you not done that you really want to do? What’s holding you back?
- Talked to someone I'm interested in? Yes, that's that. Because I'm checking him out :D (shallow teenage girl 2k11) and by that I mean I'm not sure is he asshole or not. And I also don't know what to say.
Are you holding onto something you need to let go of?
- Nope.
If you had to move to a state or
country besides the one you currently live in, where would you move and why?
- I'd move to Germany. I've been in Germany, and I instantly fell in love with that country. It's amazing.
Do you push the elevator button more than once? Do you really believe it makes the elevator faster?
- I push the 'close the doors' -button as much as I can if I see people wanting to get in the same elevator as me. If I success in my mischief, I laugh :D
Would you rather be a worried genius or a joyful simpleton?
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I hope that answers your question.
Why are you, you?
- I am me, because I love myself like nobody could. I fight for myself, I live with myself.
Have you been the kind of friend you want as a friend?
- Nahh, I don't know. I'm the biggest loner ever, and I hate big crowds, and crowded places. And that doesn't mean, that I hate the person, or don't want to see them. I can just waste my time with myself.
Which is worse, when a good friend moves away, or losing touch with a good friend who lives right near you?
- The second one. It's like seeing person fading away, even tho you see him every day. You try to find the solution, but you can't.
What are you most grateful for?
- I'm grateful for myself, for my parents, and for some musicians. My parents have raised well, they let me decide what I think about other people/things, and they didn't feed me with their opinions.
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